Born on Friday, September 6th at 4:18pm weighing 7lbs 13.2oz 20in. My healthy baby girl was brought into the world. From the moment I laid my eyes on her i wanted to protect her. I’m currently trying to type this out as she’s lying in my arms. I love to just look at her. She’s so perfect that I just want to give her all the love I have in the world. It has only been a day but I find myself thinking about how I grew her for 9 whole months. The most torturous 9 months of my life but the life I have created from it…just wow.
Right now I am sitting in awe thinking…holy shit I created a WHOLE ASS HUMAN! I am her protector, someone she will admire and look up to and it freaks me out. I am scared shitless that I might be a horrible mother but then my husband reassures me that I will be an amazing mother who will break the generational curse. I want my daughter to be able to communicate with me about anything that is bothering and take her thoughts and feelings into consideration. I will listen to her when she has issues with me and tell her I love her every single day. Because I do. I love this little girl. She makes my heart feel so full.
To my daughter. Thank you for coming into my life. Not just mine but your Appa’s life as well.
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