lelondonchic

4.24.2024

There is something so therapeutic about setting boundaries. Ever since I got pregnant and my anxiety has skyrocketed to where I have started in person therapy once a week. It's my first time attending therapy in person because I've always done it online. I started with Betterhelp then after moving to Montana I had to switch cause my therapist was only licensed in Virginia at the time. Being in Montana I was first very adamant of finding a black therapist.

So, my husband found Dr on Demand. Where after searching I found a therapist that I liked but being pregnant and decided that seeing someone in person was the best choice for me & that is where I met Miss Amy. She has been amazing in helping me heal from my past trauma, set boundaries, and create a better mental environment to welcome our baby into a loving home.

I want my baby to come into the world loved for who they are not for their gender. I don't want to be pressured to name my child after my father just to keep the name in the family. I also don't want to be forced into pleasing my mother and adding the name to my child middle name thus giving them 2 middle names. What is the point? Why can't I name my baby the name I want to name them? I want my voice to be heard & no one to impose their thoughts and opinions onto me.

Writing helps me get all of my inner thoughts out when no one wants to listen to me. It's almost dare I say it...therapeutic?

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4.21.2024

A Day in Helena, MT

Helena...the capital of Montana is where Yoo & I decided to venture for our anniversary. Our anniversary as I mentioned in my previous post landed randomly on a Wednesday which neither one of us was happy about but we made it work by going to dinner and enjoying the evening together.

We did vlog this lovely day trip because we took a hiatus off of YouTube due to me dying so much in the 1st trimester of our pregnancy. So, I'm going to link the vlog down below as well if you guys are interested in watching it as well. As usual thank you all for your wonderful continuous support and the love you have shown us during our pregnancy!

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4.17.2024

Happy Anniversary to us

1 year married to my best friend and soulmate. It's kind of funny because before I never really saw myself getting married let alone having kids. I will say that years before I met Yoo I was actually in a relationship and engaged for a short portion of it. The engagement didn't last long because it didn't feel right to me and I found myself not being excited about a wedding or anything that went into it. I had given up on myself when it came to ever getting married ( never crossed my mind again ). That was until I met Yoo. Our relationship started off as just friends. Talking everyday during quarantine we grew closer. We shared our struggles, our dreams & what we wanted to do in the future. Nothing would prepare me for the future I have right now with Yoo but I am thankful that I met him. That we fell in love naturally & that he is my husband.

Happy Anniversary my love ( even though it already passed ). I just wanted to dedicate this post to you. You've been an amazing husband this past year & soon to be father. Sometimes I still cannot believe that we're going to be parents soon. I'm not 100% ready but then again who is ever 100% ready to bring life into the world? I already know this baby is going to be so loved by you as much as I am.

Here is to many more years together. I love you<3

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4.14.2024

1 Year in Montana

Holy crap! It's officially been a whole year since I moved to Montana to be with my husband. Although at the time when I moved we were officially married yet. We will also be celebrating our 1 year wedding anniversary this coming week ( on Wednesday to be exact ). I am not sure what we have planned because lately we've been celebrating a lot for the month so far. My husbands birthday, his graduation, graduation celebration dinner, & my therapy sessions. Now that was only last week & this week is our wedding anniversary which is something major but I've been feeling so shitty lately & the weather hasn't been the best either so do I really want to force myself outside to celebrate on a random Wednesday?

The short answer is...hell yes! I love my husband and he's been the best throughout my entire move here & this new journey were on as well. I will be honest and admit that I am ready to leave Montana. I am a city girl through and through and I am ready to get back to civilization. I am ready to go into the city and go to coffee shops, going on dates with my husband to museums with our baby, & create new and wonderful memories with my crazy rambunctious family and friends.