Why I haven’t started my goals for 2020

Dammit. I still cannot believe that we are already in March. Literally everyone complains that January is to long but as soon as it ends you sneeze & it’s 4 months later. For some odd reason I kept putting off when I was going to start my goals. Why? I want to get better and I want things to get better for me mentally but why haven’t I actually started?

At this point I actually forgot what goals that I decided to set for myself. What is wrong with me? Instead I decided that I was going to write out new goals & hopefully stick to them. Hopefully someone can help me get on track even though I am supposed to do this myself.

Looking after my body. I say this as I had some Maccas ( McDonalds ) yesterday. I have been getting increasingly bad at what I have been putting inside of my body. Sometimes I don’t eat enough or I forget to eat & the other times I binge eat which I definitely need to STOP doing. It’s just making me gain an unbelievable amount of weight. I am the heaviest I have ever been in my life. I want to change that and get back into a more healthy and positive mindset. I lack so much energy now & majority of the time I feel so sluggish I don’t know what to do with myself. I am going to get back into the gym as well. 2020 is all about being healthier. As of today, I am cutting out junk food, soda and doubling my intake of water. Which I also have been slacking on as well.

Reaching out to old friends. This is something that I ave actually started doing. I reached out to a friend who I haven’t seen in 10 years and it was so nice just grabbing lunch and catching up. I have become such an introvert as I have gotten older and as a freelancer I spend majority of my days at home, inside wearing a hoodie. So, I want to make an effort to start going out again. I want to take photos, grab coffee and travel again. It all stems from my mindset & since everyone is paranoid about the Coronavirus going around. It just makes me even more comfortable staying inside.

Focus on creating more meaningful content. I went from writing a blog post everyday to twice a week down to barely any. I know I have done wrong seeing as though I started on this platform before Instagram became as big as it is. I loved writing.Getting the words that were swirling around my head down. I loved being able to inspire everyone with my outfits for affordable prices. Which I still do but I have definitely branched out a lot since starting my blog. I keep mentioning that I want to go back to how I was when I first started. Even though my mindset, wardrobe and weight have changed throughout the years. I am getting back into it though. Since my fiancé works a bit farther now it is really hard to meet up with him to snap photos on his lunch break or even after work. So, I bought a tripod with a Bluetooth remote that I have been using to shoot my own photos. I have only used it inside my apartment so far and never took it outside but I think I want to try.

Start being more positive. This is slightly tricky. I have been being such a negative nancy lately and overthinking everything with my work. I am never satisfied and I have become my worst critic. I allowed my depression & anxiety to get the best of me. Which is another reason to always wanting to stay home and now do anything. I know that this is something that I need to work on and this month I want to make it a top priority of things I need to work on.

Wish me luck but I know that this is something I can do if I put my mind to it.

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