New Week & New Thoughts

Stay At Home

It’s the beginning of a new week & it is sad to say that nothing much has changed. We are still under quarantine, trying to figure out our lives & trying to make the best out of this shitty situation. I think the only good thing is now we can see how many people have caught the Coronavirus in your area. Honestly, it still doesn’t mean that a lot of people in my area are taking this seriously. Since I last checked the number of cases in my area are 82 but from my balcony I can see groups of people walking around, having barbecues & going into the liquor store. 

Somethings that have been swirling around my head these days is whether or not I am being productive enough. Yesterday, I felt tears forming as I couldn’t fit into my favorite pair of jeans. I have been literally eating everything & just lounging in bed. I did start working out but once I was hit with my monthly was just hard for me to get back into the groove of things. 

I still don’t know why I am putting so much pressure on myself. I don’t feel any creative juices are thoughts running through my head. My love for creating implement flatlays that took me 1-2 minutes to create now take me about 10-15 minutes. Everything is going downhill & that’s okay. It’s okay to feel like shit. I am determined to workout, get my creative mojo back & lose this sexy double chin that has blessed my now extremely round face. 

Stay home & stay safe 🤎