What 2020 during a Pandemic has taught me

 As 2020 is officially coming to an end. There have been a lot of things that I have learned especially during a pandemic. Whilst we have been stuck indoors since February ( remember we are now in December ) we have come to the realization that its okay not to be as put together as people online seem to be. We don’t have to be a magically turn into a professional baker, we don’t have to force ourselves to work out or eat healthy just because you see everyone on social media doing it and we don’t have to force ourselves to be productive. If you want to binge watch 8 seasons of Friends for the 100th time then you have every right to do so! You can literally do whatever will make you happy and whatever will keep you sane in this fucked up world. 

We’re STILL in the middle of a pandemic. Hard to believe right? Then why are we still acting like we are not? 

It’s okay to not talk to anyone. It’s okay to cut people who don’t share your view points on certain things to the curb. That racist family member who you’ve been biting your tongue around? Kick them to the curb. It is perfectly okay and trust me when I say you will be so much happier when you do.

I have also learned that I am such a caring person but I am also kinda tired of always being the one reaching out to people to see if they are doing well. Honestly it gets kinda tiring. It also makes you think. Does anyone like me? Why doesn’t anyone reach out to me to see how I am doing but I have decided to stop that mental thinking. 

I honestly think I am over living in the DMV area. I want a fresh start with new faces and a new mindset. I want a bigger space that I am able to create freely in & I want to wake up every morning with a smile on my face. I am determined to start living the life that I want and first is up is doing some special for my birthday! 

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